Hey there, SE! Sounds like a NICE conversation with H. From his reactions last week, sounds like he's come a LONG way, or is having a nice, secure day. Whatever the case, he expressed his honest emotions and still let you go. He has a lot of faith in you, so that's nice.
Do you 2 plan to call each other nightly? That's an opportunity to connect, which is always a chance to pull each other closer and the other to not stray.
I have the same feeling. My trip is coming up in about 3 weeks or so, and I STILL have to make plans, etc. I am putting it off b/c I have the same feeling. That H will play the entire time, and when I come home, he will decide that WE/M is not what he wants after all, happy being single. After all, that was the dominant feeling just 1.5 weeks ago. Then, I feel that this is out of my hands now, and if a trip away decides that, then so be it. There wasn't much I could do anyway. I plan to just work at being a great me until then, and let H go.
Painting...not to brag, but we finished a FAB paint job and I have become quite the expert at faux finishes...wished I lived closer too, we could paint.
You're from RI? My FAVORITE place is Casserta's Pizza and Pastiche. Hey, gotta love lil Rhody! You'll make a killing on your home, so it's all worth it!
Stay calm this week, and keep busy like Becca said. Keep your mind off of things and keep to your health goals to feel good. If you think of H, make sure they're positive thoughts and memories...you'll radiate that.
