New Year, New Life, New Me...New Thread!

[StrongEnough]

Valerie....thanks for posting to me! I do need to do something for my PMA, I agree with you on that. But, I don't want H to think that I don't have regard for his concerns. Granted x-b/f and I have been over for 14 months...he is still a thorn in the side of this M. Always is right, my H is insecure because yes, I was a much happier person with x-b/f. H knew I loved him. H used to babysit x-bf's son for us. How weird of a situation is that?????

So, although I may cancel my night there, there is another casino or I could go to the Cape or something. I will get a night away to myself, that I promise. I NEED that right now. And no matter where I go, I always have my cell phone with me, it's always where I can hear it and I have never dodged his call. I have no reason to. Like I said, he says he trusts me....I don't entirely believe that. I think he fears a retaliation A (that is what my mom is doing and we are not speaking so taking her ANYWHERE with me is out of the question) But, I am not a spiteful, bitter person to do something like that.

Always-

Thanks again for the advice. On the issue again I agree with you that me not going is not H's controlling behavior..I am going to invite him and I am going to try and find a sitter. I guess I will have to wait and see what happens when I tell him that I made the plans. It isn't something that would cause a huge blowout...but if he truly has a problem with it, he will be sure I know.

~SE