Now why in the world would you say something like that?! WHY???
You need this, SE. Go and enjoy yourself! Have a blast! If H is able to go with you, GREAT! If not, you should still go for YOU.
Don't cancel just to avoid conflict or to spare his feelings. I've done this myself many times so I know how you're feeling.
You have to do for YOU, SE. Hopefully your H can go with you and you're able to have a fantastic time together, but either way, you have to do this for your PMA. You deserve to have fun and you shouldn't feel guilty for wanting it!
Like Always said, just be sure to reassure H. If he can't make it, give him all the details he will need to know. Have your cell on you at all times so he can call you when he feels the need.
DON'T YOU DARE CANCEL!!!
Valerie
"I can't change the direction of the wind, but I can adjust my sails to always reach my destination." ~ author unknown