Ok, today is another day. Another chance to not be miserable.

I did blow my diet in a super huge way last night. I am back on the wagon today.

Well, so much for being detached. H impacted me in a big way last night. This morning, after not speaking all night, I got the standard apology that he was sorry for how he acted and that the argument was stupid. It's the same old-same old from him.

SO, I fell a little freer today since I no longer have to worry about getting any work done for the wicked witch of the west. Time to polish up my resume and start sending it out. I can't sit here day in and day out and stay sane.

I am going to take time to read through all the threads from last night and take any lesson that I may be able to get from it.

Thanks for everyone who helped...and WCW...thanks for that kick in the butt. Sometimes I really need that!

~SE

I'm moving on...at last I can see...life has been patiently waiting for me.


Me-32
WAH-35
DD-11
DS-4
H left 11-03
Piecing- 12/04
WAH again- 03/07
Married 12 years
Divorce final May 15, 2007