New Year, New Life, New Me...New Thread!

[StrongEnough]

Always- thanks. I didn't go to bed because H beat me to it without telling me. Just made me more upset.

The root of the problem is I didn't come out and tell him I was going to take a nap. He was mad that when my dad called he has to look for me. These were his words. The rest of the BS is just the effect of that action.

I didn't tell him because I only intended on laying down for a bit before going out to get rid of my headache. Never expected to fall asleep. I'm not a napper.

The reason I vent here so strongly is because he thinks it's ok to talk to me how he wants and treat me how he wants and act how he wants. More often then not, I refuse to give in and lower myself to his level. So I come here and type it out to let it out. He can attack me for the smallest little thing and I am just supposed to cower down like a puppy dog who's been slapped on the nose with a news paper. I can't do that, but I can't argue with him either. No, I can I just wont. But if bigger issues arise on his part, like the working late and coming in with no shirt on because he left it in the car, took it off at work....when I questioned him.....I got the shirt thrown at me and some not nice things said to me.

Sorry if I came across like I act insane....I don't...that's why I'm insane here instead.

~SE