New Year, New Life, New Me...New Thread!

[StrongEnough]

Always- We have a lot to learn from each other. You are very much in a place I wish my H could be, but I think he will never reach it either.

I ended up going to drop the stuff off. When he came home he was snippy and shitty, slamming doors, etc. Then got pissed b/c he realized there was no sugar and he had to go back out. I asked him if that was my fault. He said it wasn't so I told him to stop taking it out on me. Another explosion from him and he pouts off into the other room.

Fast forard......I say NOTHING...get my keys, head out. Now that I am back and typing he comes out here all nice-nice..."OH, did you drop off your work" TO which I replied with a very short "Yup". More arguing ensued. I told him he had no right to act like an @sshole and treat me that way, and he said the same went for me. I told him I asked him, he said he didn't want to, I said fine, I'll do it tomorrow. He wants me to admit that I am wrong. I refuse to.

So...he says "You have all your boyfriends on there to talk to so who needs me right?". I did my best validation and smiled at him and said "That's right".

Needless to say, he stormed off again. THis my friends, is a typical day in my life. Why did I ever get bacl together wtih him? Now that he has me literally by the b@lls...I am screwed if I don't stay with him. Fell right into his little plan.

Stupid girl. I never learn.

~SE