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[StrongEnough]

Thanks for all the suggestions. I ended up not going anywhere. It's really cold out and I am so stressed out I ended up taking a little nap, now I feel lousy.

Well, H is pissed at me. He is going out to the store, so I asked him to drop my work and resignation and he flipped out on me. He said he was tired of my putting the sh!t on him that I didn't want to do. I told him fine, leave it here. He grabbed the folder and said "NO, I knew you were going to make me do it anyway". He storms out of the house and slams the door to the car and takes off. Calls two seconds later yelling and screaming at me for it. I reminded him that I told him not to take the f'g thing in the first place. After him bitching and bitching I told him I had said three times I would take it to her in the morning. He asks when in the morning, says fine and hangs up on me. WTF????????

My stress level is through the roof. He wants to sell the house and move. There are things that need to be done for it to be put on the market. He wants me to list all the crap on Ebay..so I did. It all sold. Now he is bitching at me because he came home early today and I could have taken it to the post office but I didnt. Said I am going to put that on him too. Well, do I have to do everything? When does he plan on helping? IS it just me to get this house ready? So, I have to do all the painting, etc? F that. I'll sell as is for less and get an apartment with the kids.

I'm sooo angry right now.