Yesterday was a rather uneventful day. Got some sleep and I feel much better today.
H left his time sheet ticket on his desk this morning. He went in early to work yesterday and all night was complaining about how slow it was due to the weather. (He is a restaurant manager) Well, having done the management bit myself, I know that when it's slow you start your closing procedures early to get out of there early. Well, they close at 11 and he punched out at 12:46 am. Now, there is a woman manager there that he frequently works with that he used to rave about the whole time. Last time he closed with her he worked late as well. That was the whole ugly shirt left in the car incident on my last thread. What an argument that was. Well, after seeing this, I am fine. I am still in a good mood and I still have a positive outlook. I KNOW I can't control what he does. If he is up to no good, eventually it will all come out in the wash. (no pun intended to the prior shirt comment).
So, this is new for me and it's a big step. I can see it and I am proud of myself for it. IF H is cheating again, then H is cheating again. I still have myself and my children. We all have our health. Life is good.
What a feeling when you can lovingly detach yourself from a situation and carry on knowing that you are doing what's right no matter what.
Today is going to be a great day!
~SE
I'm moving on...at last I can see...life has been patiently waiting for me.
Me-32 WAH-35 DD-11 DS-4 H left 11-03 Piecing- 12/04 WAH again- 03/07 Married 12 years Divorce final May 15, 2007
