New Year, New Life, New Me...New Thread!

[StrongEnough]

Wow, I really want to lock out my old thread. It is just filled with doubts and negativity. I have made the choice for myself not to be that person anymore. It's a new year and it's time for a new me.

So, I am going to set some *me* goals here:
1) I am going to commit to exercising 4 times a week, eating healthier, knowing my dietary no-no's and avoiding those things.
END RESULT: Lose 20 pounds.

2) I am detaching myself from the drama that has become my life. All of the family BS is out of control now but I will keep plugging forward regardless.
END RESULT: Less stressful life.

3) I am tired of being a WAHM. I will seek out p/t employment outside the house but still keep my at-home business going.
END RESULT: Some time away from home.

4) Get my house on the market and get it sold.
END RESULT: New house.

So, these are the things I am going to be working on. These are the things that I know I have to do in order to be happy with myself.

I have spent so many, many months lost, miserable and confused. Not sure what I wanted out my life or my M. So, I am starting over, setting new goals and becoming once again the person I was before I got buried underneath all the drama and emotion. I am stepping out of it now, and walking away leaving it behind me.

I don't expect every day to be roses and sunshine, that's just not life, but I do expect to become happier and feel whole again. I have to do this for me. H can follow or do his own thing. I can't control him, and I am not going to try to.

Let the new journey begin!!!!!!!!

~StrongEnough----> Yes, I am!