Thanks for your post. I hear what you are saying about moderation and self control. I know that he is looking at it everyday. Whether he MB's everyday too, I don't know. I haven't asked. I am torn between thinking he has an addiction and that "all guys do it, what's the big deal". My feeling is that he has no self control over it because while I was tracking him, he viewed it every chance he got. Before I got up, after I went to bed, while I was out at the store and the baby was napping, etc...it there was an opportunity for him to look at it, he did. I took the tracker off because it was driving me nuts to see how much he was looking. I became obsessed with checking it.
I know that at some point I need to ask him if he does look at it and see if he is honest about it. If he says that he doesn't look at it, well, I don't know what then.
Part of me feels like I am just sweeping things under the carpet, one weekend of great sex and all is healed. Things are going back to normal at our house...I hate to be a pessimist, but I am really afraid that last weekend was a fluke.
Okay, I am a downer today. I am going to stop here.
Thanks, Nicky
"There are two types of people -- those who come into a room and say, 'Well, here I am,' and those who come in and say, 'Ah, there you are.'"
Frederick Collins
