Thank you GH, your reply has been printed for future reference. Maybe its the "denial" that I need to work on, becuase as I have told you countless times, aside from the things I know....things really aren't all that bad. I need to gain contraol of my emotions and reactions because inevitably those are what get me to the place I am now. In some ways I have achieved that....I don't let every little thing get me down and have been able to act "as is" in certain circumstances.
In any event, I am in a much better place at this moment than I was this morning....partially, or mostly, thanks to the support I recieve here.
"Achieve success, but without vanity; Achieve success, but without aggression; Achieve success, but without gain; Achieve success, but without force." Lao Tzu
