You are using logic to detach/shut down and re write what has been. Though I find it facinating I also found it sad.
I went back and re-read some of your old post. They read soul and heart and caring even though they were egotistical and self inflamed they were very warm and insightful. Your recent post have read cold and indifferent and half said sentences.
You have been a great leader in encouraging to embrace my emotions and not stuff or hide from them but to come to understand them and except them as part of me. I wish I could do the same favor for you. Because that old BF was such a awesome warm person and his presence is very much missed.
