GH, thanks for bringing me back to the reality of the situation. You made complete sense with what you said her answers probably are at this point. I see your point that this is most likely viewed as my "quick fix" for the disaster that I have created.
I will continue apologizing for my mistake and the hurt I have caused and I wll continue being consistent in my remorse.
QUESTION THOUGH: it bothers her when I express my feelings of loving her and hoping for reconciliation. Should I stop expressing my love for her and my hope of reconciliation and forgiveness and just continue SHOWING her how I feel and showing her that I am making obvious positive changes in my live to be a better person, father, and (hopefully) husband?
