Hope My last post was pretty short and self absorbed. Sorry. I am just coming out of my personal turmoil. - well not really but I am trying to realize that I am not the center of the universe. Hope, honey you can do this, you can stay the course. I will not jump on you, I will not say and those things that you expect me to. You can see your own positives. he is talking to you about your R- do you remember the days when we discussed how difficult it was to bite our tongue, how we were tempted to just ask and push our H's into the corner? We agreed better to wait it out than to hear anti-R/D talk D. You have cleared that hurdle. He is moving through to a new phase, he's not home yet, but he is moving through and he is talking to you about it. you are not just sitting on the sidelines watching a game you've never seen b4. I know that you are still on the sideline, but he's starting to explain the game. That's twice now that you have made me envious.