Amy,

Thank you for taking the time to write on my thread. I really am trying to focus more on myself and healing right now. I have neglected myself emotionally and I need to do better.
If he does file, I won't stand in his way. Actually I'll be proud of him that he finally had the courage to do it.
I know God has better plans for me than this. For some reason that is unknown to me right now, He is steering me through this hell. I hope someday to look back and realize I needed to go through this, and it will all be clear for me. Right now I don't know what is going to happen to me, but I have to believe I have happier days waiting for me. Thank you, Amy.


Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.