Hi Hope, I have been following your sich but never felt like I had any good advice to offer - everyone else has given you such great advice and I find myself just getting ready to repeat it! But I see you are asking for thoughts, prayers and support, and just wanted to offer mine up. You have been a very patient, understanding and loving W, and I believe that those things will be rewarded...You deserve to be happy. As hard as it is, a fresh start can have an awful lot of positive in it, and with time that will show. Take care.