I need to get out for a while today. I am so tired of all the drama of this. This is not how I want my life to be. The problem is, I really NEED to know the truth about what has gone on between H. & o.w. I am not saying it would change anything. I just need to know so the thousands of possibilities stop crowding my mind, and I have the ability to know the truth and let it rest. I don't know if that makes any sense, but that is what I need.
Honey I know you NEED to know the truth, but your Hs truth changes as much as I change underwear these days. You may never learn the real truth. There has been so very little consistency to anything he tells you. He flip flops from one moment to the next. One minute it's over with him and OW and the very next he has at the very least the daughter over.
The longer you stay on HIS rollercoaster the more drama you are going to be facing.
