I'm not surprised that Bill doesn't know. I think he's done a really good job of covering up the 'thing' in his life that has caused him to derail every R he's been in. Although I am royally pissed off at him, and would gladly take him out to the woodshed except I've never thrown a punch in my life, I actually do feel sorry for him. I think he has a compulsion which has taken over his life and he feels utterly helpless (at this time) to do anything about it.
If the man would risk losing you, I know he's sick in the head, IOW!
