I thought of you all night last night. I wondered how you were. I wondered what possible reasoning/excuse Mr. Gel offered. I wished that the ladies on this board lived near you to take your son, take you shopping, hug you while you vented. Do you have a best friend that lives near you? Siblings?
Right now I don't really care what Mr. Gel is doing I am concerned with whether you are taking care of yourself. Please don't allow this situation to color your view of your own value. You did nothing to deserve this. Mr. Gel seems to have serious communication issues - he can't seem to deal with a real flesh and blood woman. He has a great deal to answer for and he can start by being responsible for his behaviors - both on the computer and in real life.
