I told him I didn't know if I would be here when he got home. When I said that, I honestly didn't know....but I will be. I'm not going to uproot my son at this point.
Besides that....I'm doing more searching and so far, this has been the only thing I've found on him. This is bad enough! Believe me though.....all my radar senses are activated. I do have access to cell-phone bills, bank accounts etc.
There's a big part of me that believes this has been his modus-operandi....his way of getting his rocks off and in the process ignoring me. He knows he's coming home to face the music in a BIG way. He has already offered to go see our C about why he's doing this....and has begged me not to leave.
He's been doing this for three years....lying to me about it the whole time, there's a real possibility that he's addicted to it. I don't know why he started but if he wants to save this M he's going to have to figure out how to stop and focus that attention on me....and us.
The fact is now though, he's blown my trust in a HUGE way. He says he hasn't met any of these women....but you know what? He said he wasn't going to this site either. EVERYTHING he says is in question now.
One day at a time right now.
Honeypot....if you hear a loud BOOOOM!!!! It's me.
