Well everyone....I'm sitting here in tears right now because I just found out that my LDH has been on adultfriendfinder.com for three years now.
Some things just hadn't been adding up to me, I guess you could say my gut just was saying "he's still not telling me the truth". So, last night I downloaded a free keystroke tracker, just a free demo version that would only last 10 days.
Today when I arrived home I found....he logged on and chatted with some women. Did some looking around in his account and found he's been on it for 3 F'in years....the entire time we've been married!
I couldn't wait until he got home to say something to him about this...so I called him. At first he tried to deny he'd been there until I flat-out stated. "You don't seem to understand....I'm looking at your user name.....I'm looking at your password....I'm looking at the time you logged in. Oh....and here's what your profile says......."
He got really quiet at that point....there was no denying what I was telling him. He knew he'd been flat-out caught. The thing is....I figured with this 10-day demo...I wouldn't find anything. I didn't expect to have something show up within 10-hours of downloading the program.
The thing that is just absolutely killing me right now is that....what he wrote he's looking for, is the EXACT same type of woman I am!!! In the question part of his profile where it asks "how big of a role does sex play in your life?....he wrote......my sex life has become barren and that's why I'm here!!!!" Like I'm the one denying him!
Right now....I'm trying to stay put until he can get home without wrecking the entire freaking house. Fortunately my S is still at daycare so he can't see what a wreck I am....but right now I swear....I'm at my wits-end!
