john, just wanted to let you know you're not alone. Many here have had numerous days just like you're having, in fact, I had about 2 years of them. While I'd love to have wonderful encouraging words for you, I can only say that tomorrow is a new day, and many times things will look better in a new light. For tonight, enjoy your kids, they grow up so fast, take tonight and create a wonderful memory with your kids. You'll be happy you did.
For your job sitch, I truly understand how concerning this can be. Try and stay positive, keep an open mind. I'm sure you've heard this, when one door closes another one opens.
Take care of yourself, keep coming here just to pour out your thoughts, get them out so you don't bust trying to hold it all in. We do care.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
