I'm feeling so alone today. I scheduled a phone consult for tomorrow am, just to try to reset my PMA, but the feelings of emptiness are the worst.
Intellectually, I think I get this, and honestly believe that I did a good job trying to pull this back together in the past 4 months. It just hurts that what I percieve to be one real slip up and some periods of self-pity put me right back at square 1.
I know I'll feel better someday, but getting through the now is the worst.