Hangin out with me and the boys again. W is at services for GF. Actually has been vey nice since her return. I am in a spot I like for now. Working on maintaining my love for my wife w/o being critical of her.
Actually talked with her on the phone prior to leaving for a 2 hour meeting tonight (GM watched kids) and she said ILY :
This is the first time in a LONG time she has said it first. HUGE HUGE HUGE, I simply replied ILY too dear. Last night was her first night home and she came out and said GN with a kiss (this is normal) and said if that is alright. I said of course it is. You have had a long weekend and have to travel again tomorrow. You do not need to ask if it is ok, but thank you for doing so.
Part is her guilt of being away, part may be the dormant side is awakening a bit, but none the less it was nice to have a true feeling of normalcy come over me.
So here is to a good tomorrow.
F4W
Through honest giving of my love I will recieve 10 fold in return.
Just because a person does not love you in the way you want, does not mean they do not love you!
