Well after a long night of working through my gambit of emotions I have returned to a place I have been before. That being I need to only have expectations for my behavior and interactions. Not for my Wife. Through that I can find my peace in that I am giving to this marriage that which I am able to give.
W called from breakfast and sounded rather tired and horse. I am sure she and her sister did some partying and to tell the truth I think I am OK with that. I have sought comfort in a higher power and have faith in his decisions.
Small talk and what not. She is not due back until later tonight. So my kids are anxious and I am excited to have my Wife home. This whole process has created a person who misses his Wife more and more when we are apart.
So I am better today. Thanks to my great friends here. You guys are awesome!
F4W
Through honest giving of my love I will recieve 10 fold in return.
Just because a person does not love you in the way you want, does not mean they do not love you!
