Yes you are correct and I am working back towards this. It is just amazingly hard in this holding pattern and feeling a bit less than what I think I am and offer to our marriage.
Just a brief update.
Personally stuggling having my Wife away and all three kids. Something is pecking at my brain and I ignore it. Probably for good reason. I have not yet talked to her today, she said she would call at 3:00 or 4:00 that time has come and gone.
As expected Wives; Grandfather has passed, this happened yesterday. Then sveeral hours later we I had to share with her one of our friend (not close, but professional) had dies in a car accident when he crossed the center line. His teen daughter in serious condition in hospital after 4 hour surgery.
I am all for having a little adversity, but come on folks, this is just unreal. After having to deal with our marital troubles, my mother passes, more marital mistakes, her GF passes, and now a friend. WOW!
Hopefully she can find it in her heart to call her family tonight
Just venting I guess. But it still stings to know I and her kids are again not important enough to call and say hello, I miss you!
F4W
Through honest giving of my love I will recieve 10 fold in return.
Just because a person does not love you in the way you want, does not mean they do not love you!
