Yes, I know. I know, I know. This is my main struggle with my own personality, FIX IT and FIX IT NOW Dammit! If I can't fix it, then I am going to try harder to fix it.

I done good though last night. I was so very close to going back down the tunnel and I stopped myself. Even to the point of starting to say something and quickly rewording it to just tell her that I understood about her GF and a reminder that I am here and will help anyway I can.

You know WCW, the real big issue here is I hate to give up control. Go Figure! And so does W. To Mega Type A personalities clashing.

She leaves tomorrow for business trip and then again on Monday for services for her GF, they are giving him until Sunday at the latest.

The time away will be good for her and me also I guess.

F4W


Through honest giving of my love I will recieve 10 fold in return.

Just because a person does not love you in the way you want, does not mean they do not love you!