Where to go and what to do?

[WCW]

Sorry I didn't speak up, but I get so many times of doubt of my own, I don't feel quite right about knocking down your idea. I should know better, it's happened the same on a few other folks I've followed.... maybe some day I'll trust myself.

I am so right where you are at, I feel like I am supposed to keep trying, to make this work, but I've been running out of sweet feed for this old mare to feel any spunk lately. I do decent enough at making a life of me, for me. But I really have to force myself to try to work on M, maybe it's okay, just keep it coasting, let H figure out his problems, and in the meantime keep getting my ducks in a row.

Maybe we can find a way to do some resuscitation on ourselves, and that will spill over to the rest of what needs fixing.