Where to go and what to do?

[Fighting4Wife]

I agree WCW. The V-day thing was a shot, I was taking her at her words that all is fine. Well not obviously.

I know what I need to do, the space and stuff, I question my ability to do so. Been at it so long. Just want a new song to dance to.

Thanks WCW, never hesitate to put in your two cents worth. To tell you the truth, if you would have chimed in, that would probably been enoough for me to pull it off the table so to speak. I really was on the fence on that one. BUt c'est la vie.

There is still hope in me, there is still desire to work, I just need to rally myelf to get it done again. She will be leaving again in a day to see GF and then on busioness trip for weekend. The time away may be good for her. It will be hell on me and the kids again, b/c she was gone most of last week with business in town and rarely saw the kids or me. Hate that feeling of lonliness.

F4W