OK! I'm going to bring it up today. I'm going to ask my H WHAT the deal is....or maybe I should just try to initiate sex?
Our R has been good since my last post on this thread...WITH the exception of my concern about a friend of ours from another state calling him on his cell phone.
We talked about it. LONG story. We have helped she and her husband in the past...but she has had an affair. And even prior to that I NEVER trusted her. THIS is not the issue here. But it can't help but stick in my mind.
Should I just try to initate S again...knowing I could get turned down? Or should I bring it up and talk?
Sometimes in the past when I initaited and thought it was pretty good S...then he'd tell me later that it didn't mean much to him and he wasn't attacted to me....unless I am on top of the world ..I don't think I can handle wondering what he is thinking about me.
I'm not horny today. But I caught him masturbating the shower yesterday...and so yes, I just wish he'd want me and come to me!
