I welcome you to go visit Always, as she has a really good head for this sort of stuff...
Quote: Again, hmmm. I think I'm tired of trying and not finding.
G, my D12 said this to me just yesterday: "Mom, did you realize that the word try is just another way of saying that we set ourselves up for failure before we begin?"
And, as usual, I have no answers for you. Only questions!
Quote: I think that my ordeal with depression is what I have to share with the world, but finding a way to do that hasn't been easy. I really don't want to go back to school for years - no interest in that. Any ideas would be appreciated!
Somehow, I don't think throwing solutions at you is appealing for you. So how about this: Why not throw down a few ideas--no matter how ludicrous they sound and without trying to mentally pre-justify any excuses on why they aren't feasible--and take it from there?
If it's any consolation, G, I am now at the point where I can admit I hardly EVER have anything figured out--even when I think I do. There are so many unknown variables that I can only say I go on what I do know... and leave the rest up to chance.
Hey, I'm getting my hair done today as well! I bet I need my beautification more than you do...
Take care!
Betsey
"There are only 2 ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."
Betsey 