I don't know I have tried to find humor in everything I do today. Laughter seems to make things better. Maybe hard to find for yourself at the moment but you will make it through today! Tomorrow you will look back and may say I made a mountain out of a mole hill!
Funny you mention humor. My co-workers (the one's that know whatsup) actually thought I had reconciled .or something because I was acting so goofy today. I know you (tim) watch Grey's Anatomy so I guess we both identify with the inappropriate reaction scene. (laughing in a time of crisis). Of course it's a front, but who cares. We have to start somewhere.