Rob take today one hour at a time. I don't what you need to do to take a step back but try to find it. You are creating this tornado of emmotions for yourself. You have to decide if you want to jump in or stand back and watch. I don't know I have tried to find humor in everything I do today. Laughter seems to make things better. Maybe hard to find for yourself at the moment but you will make it through today! Tomorrow you will look back and may say I made a mountain out of a mole hill! Hey I had a nice red shirt all ready to go today, and at that the last moment I changed into black! Went against the grain, and I said what the heii!
Tim
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