Quote: She says she still loves me and knows she doesn't want a D, then why not just END the A and do what's right!
That's the nature of addiction, though. The drunk knows that his drinking is ruining his life, but he can't stop because of the power of the drug. It's the same for your W (and mine).
The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth." (Psalm 145:18)