Welp, it was a truly uneventful day. No backslides, no drama at all. I am still having those thoughts of W. I think sometime soon I will approach her about it. It would be a 180 for me to actually talk seriously about being affectionate rather than just insinuate I would like to have sex or make some kind of sarcastic comment. I used to tell her she looked great, but never really in the context of "hey, you look great and I really want to kiss you right now." I know right now is not the time for that, but I am sensing that things like that were REALLY missing in our R, and I know she likes it. Anyway, thats about all for now. I will post more if there is more to post. It's off to my parents for my mom's birthday tomorrow and who knows what else. Going into the two prime date nights for my W and OM it will be tough as always...
