Sorry your "two live humans" didn't give you the support you needed. I think so many people just don't know how to react. They think telling you your S is a jerk is helpful. Gee as if we didn't realize it ourselves. Anyway, if you need to talk to a live human, my digits are in Petite's thread.
Now that you've mentioned that V-day has a special significance outside of the national cheesiness I understand more why you've been obsessing about the day. I probably would too. I feel the same way about the 4th of July.
What makes you happy outside of your W and kids? Is there something you can do for yourself today that will put you in a good mood? Maybe a photography field trip. That way when you exchange gifts with her you can have a big smile on your face. It would be even better if you still have that same smile when she goes off to be with the OM. Let her wondering why you are so happy.
