How the hell do I reconcile my W with another man on Valentines day? In my case, it is NOT hypothetical. She admitted she was going to be with him but that it was not a date...er...ok. I am going to be FINE when I see her later but for now, I am stewing inside. Forget all the DB stuff, this is primal. I have this feeling in my gut that is getting worse as the day goes on. I am going to feel this. It IS going to hurt, but I guess I won't let that show. I will try to focus on my plans for the evening and be done with it. We are exchanging gifts when I get home from work. That ought to be fun. We'll see how it goes. I am just a bit of a wreck right now and I know, I KNOW I should not let it get to me. I am human. Sorry. Time for the pity party to end. I will get strong. I have to. And...the grand finale...of course....THIS SUCKS!
