If it makes you feel any better GH, this has been a very bad day for me.
No, Rob, it doesn't make me feel any better, and yes, you do need to get ahold of yourself. I can't say I would be doing too much better in your sitch but you really do need to find some way to fundamentally change your approach. You are in a rut and SAYING you are going to pull out is not good enough. You really need to do it. This whole process is about us growing into being a self sufficient person, NOT dependent on our W's for emotional well-being. You are not doing that right now. Please, if you are looking for something that would make me feel better, AND make you feel better, post some goals on your thread. Goals that you can attain by the end of today. Mine is to not cry at all today. It's hard, and I don't know if I can do it, but I will try. I think you will be fine. So do you.