So I will admit that I am pushing my H too much. But I kinda feel that I deserve a decision. I need something from him to know that I'm not just wasting my time waiting for him to come around.
We talked Tuesday but I think we both were a little stressed and nothing was accomplished. He said he broke things off with the ow on Monday. The only details he offered were that she cried and that he told her that things between them hadn't been good for months.
I must say a part of me is glad to know what the ow looks like and that she is not necessarily fat or ugly but very, very, very plain. I will no longer have to hate random women on the street, wondering if they could be the ow.
On Friday my H is going to come to our apartment after work and on Saturday we are going to go to the beach and discuss where things stand. I am perhaps more willing to compromise. I would maybe accept his living here Friday thru Monday nights and then being in his apartment the other three days of the week so long as he moves most of his stuff home and so long as it's understood that he must move in fully tout de suite.
I also kinda think I need us to be wearing our rings again. I know it is just a ring but it is very important to me.
I'm trying not to think about everything too much. Instead I've decided to repaint the bathroom. Nothing like a good project to distract the mind.
