My H went away to his friend's wedding and I have only received one pitiful text from him since. I wanted to drop him off at the airport but he gave me some story as to why I shouldn't--so early, and his boss is on same flight and can give him a ride. He also has refused to give me his flight details. But, as I was usually the one who bought our tickets in the past it was not that hard for me to log into Expedia and find his flight.
Now I should mention that this is a flight to London and with everything going on I have been very worried. He promised he would give me a call before he left for the airport as he wouldn't be allowed to have any carryon items including his cell phone. He also promised a call as soon as he arrived. I received neither call.
I am mad enough about not going to this wedding but I am deeply suspicious that he has taken ow with him. I looked at our cell phone records and he is has continued to call her on a regular basis. The way things have been between us I find it so hard to believe that they have continued contact and I must say I'm pissed as he!!.
So I guess I have to wait and see if they are both at the airport on Sunday and go from there. I almost hope they are and then I can move on from this stupid game.
He was supposed to be moving back in very soon and quite honestly I don't want him to move back in if he is still seeing the ow. Frankly, I'm tired of sharing.
I'm starting to really think that our M is not ever going to work again. I don't know how I will ever be able to trust him. He told me before he left on his flight that with me asking questions was pushing too much. I guess I kinda feel--too damn bad. You're a grown man and you have a responsibility to let those who love you know you're OK.
Unfortunately, I don't think my H will ever grow up and I'm tired of playing mommy to a spoiled brat.
