Hey lmdi
Just wanted to say again that I am in NJ, very close to NYC, and would love to hang out sometime. After all, we have alot in common with all of this DB stuff right? I read everyone's posts to you, and I think they are so right. You need to have a little fun, start to feel alive again. I have a 3 year old so I don't get out as much as might be required to make this easier, but I do make a point of getting out every couple of weeks b/c if I didn't I would go insane. If you would want to get together, just say the word. Perhaps we could enlighten eachother!
Does your H know you know about the D papers and if so, have you discussed them together?