Imdi,
Hi. Nothing planned tonight. I am still anticipating speaking w/H. in person tomorrow. Once I do that I will figure out the rest of my week from there. I might go see my family for a couple of days.
You should go for the massage. That sounds great. Maybe I will have to book one for myself sometime. Never had one.
Thank you for asking about me, Imdi. I don’t know what I’m going to do. I feel like I’m being pushed off the side of a cliff. I really don’t want a D. but one of the things H. said to me the other day was that if he had to be the “bad guy” then he would have to do it. Meaning, if I’m not going to file, then he will have to because we cannot continue to live like this.
I will keep up with you; I hope your situation goes a lot better than mine, Imdi. You seem to have a lot more positives than I do, so keep fighting for the love you believe in and know is there. Don’t give up until you feel ready, if that ever happens. If it makes you happy to believe in a chance, then believe.
Love, Hope


Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.