Hey SS- Thanks for replying. You gave me something to think about regarding the psychic reading things from me. There are certainly times that i have felt that my H is manipulative and controlling. I don't know about the sociopath thing, though. And she was completely wrong about how my mother felt about him...even my best friend said that last night when i told her what she said. Yes, it is possible that she was reading what my aunt is thinking and feeling, b/c a lot of things she said, my aunt has said to me.
She did give me a lot to think about. I know that my H has his faults...i do recognize the negative in him. But, i also think it is only natural to think of the positive things as well.
Last night, i went to my house to pick up my diploma...luckily it was exactly where i thought it was. When i got there, H was upstairs doing work. When i saw him, he told me how nice i looked and asked about my nails (i had just come from my nail appointment). He said he had called me to tell me he was making ravioli's for us for dinner. We went to the kitchen and one thing led to another, and we ended up back in our bedroom. I got several "i miss you's." After, we went back to the kitchen to make dinner together (which he suggested). But, he started acting a little weird. I asked him what was wrong and he said he didn't feel well...i immediately knew he was having heart palpitations (he has a heart problem). Anyway, he really didn't feel well and we ended up not eating b/c he felt really nauseous and couldn't stomach the smell of the food. So, i ended up leaving. I have to say, i felt like crap. He called me a little while later to apologize and he told me he really felt sick to his stomach. I am hoping that was the truth.
So, that was that. It was a nice evening, that was unfortunately cut short. It would have been nice to have dinner together as a H and W. But, i do think it was positive.
No big plans for the long weekend....going to see the spiritual medium tonight with a bunch of friends (she does this public forum thing - like John Edwards)...hopefully i won't get picked. And then probably out for drinks. I am looking forward to it.
