Hey SS- I understand what you are feeling...missing that human contact with someone. I have prayed to just have one more night to sleep next to my H. Its been so long, i have forgotten what it feels like to wake up next to someone. And i miss it.
I was thinking yesterday how a part of me is just hoping for a resolution, b/c this limbo just sucks. And in thinking about that, i realized how terrified i am of the feelings that will come about when the D happens. I wish i could just wake up, and it would be a year from now, and i will have already gone through all the pain. I am not looking forward to the emotions that will come with the acknowledgement that my M is over.
