Sorry you're feeling blue. I just have one comment:
Quote: Maybe DBing would seem easier if i felt stronger. I guess i just don't feel very strong.
You may not feel strong... but you know what? You are incredibly strong. You're doing what you feel is right. You're standing up for yourself, for your marriage, for a man who you believe in your heart (no matter his actions) can change... You are strong. You are beautiful. You are fabulous... and if I believe it... only knowing you the way I do... what does that say? You hang in there.
I'm thinking of you... sending you wonderful, happy thoughts... and apologizing profusely for being MIA for a while.
