I truly feel for you as we are probably in a similar sitch. My STBXH is also in a totally selfish mode and could care less about me. It's sad, really sad, but I wonder if it's better this way - if he was acting all nice, I can never move on. Maybe God is handling this so that I can dislike STBXH for what he has done to me? I am not sure. But it still makes me deeply sad.
I know STBXH misses S3 so much, and I know he is not very happy. Yet, he is not coming home. Why, was I such a horrible person that even if he is lonely and miserable he rather be alone??? He was always saying good things about me to his family and friends and said was proud of me. Now I am such a b****?
Take care Dust, you are sounding much stronger these days.
