I was worried that W was going to be served yesterday (Valentines Day) but fortunatley was not...I don't know why I care...but that would have been low even how angry I am at her.
She did send me a TM in the afternoon "Thank u for the note"...I mailed her a note (not a V-Day card)that said...
"I have not given you a gift that has been from the heart since I had my dad's ring made for you. This is a gift to you for you...It is not meant to save us or our M. This Therapist is amazing and he truly coach's how to cope with the feelings regarding people, marriages and Divorce. He is in high demand and does not take Insurance. I wanted to pay for a couple of sessions for you to experience him (He's like Dr. Phil)...If you enjoy him and want to continue, we can discuss options later. I really feel you won't regret it." Take Care, Vince
I also enclosed two checks made out to Therapist (initial visit and second appt) and the therapist Biz card.
So, this was the first contact by either of us in a week and she must have texted me as soon as she got it in the mail (which I think is interesting)...maybe she thought is was a nice thought, which is all it was...The the only love that I felt in doing it was the love that I would have for a friend that was going through a tough time in their life. Who knows if she will take advantage of the offer...If she does, I really think he could help her sort out her thoughts...she is really a mess inside her heart and head right now, and detaching and letting go is really helping me deal with the pain. V-Day was actually a lot better than I thought is was going to be.
