Hey hope- I'm jealous that you have next week off...we're only closed on Monday.
Glad to hear that you are taking care of yourself by seeing a therapist and going to the doctor.
I totally understand what you are saying about wanting your H to know exactly how you feel. Just be careful about telling him that a D would be a mistake...it might make him dig in his heels even further. Maybe if you said that despite everything, you do love him and that you do forgive him, and that you don't want the D. This is less challenging then telling him that D is a mistake. Just my opinion. You are still letting him know how you feel, without disagreeing with him. I think this is an important difference.
I hope that you are able to relax some tonight (yeah right). I will be thinking of you.
