I won't be posting for a while. I need some time to think. My H. and I had a phone conversation last night that revealed some very painful things to me, things that have complicated our situation to a much higher level. I do not think my marriage can ever be saved now. H. is thinking as well; now that the truth has come out, he realizes he cannot keep things in limbo, either. I have had no sleep and now I have to go to work. I hope I make it through this day. Honestly I am in so much pain from the information I was told, I never imagined it getting this bad. I'll post more when I am able.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
