Nothing much to add to my situation. I didn’t hear back from H. last night. I don’t know if it’s due to tomorrow or what; just feeling very sad about my marital situation. I know there is absolutely nothing I can do to alter things, but it doesn’t change that I feel so badly that my H. wants to behave this way. I can’t honestly think he is going to find a happier life for himself “out there”, but I suppose it’s up to him to figure that out for himself. I wish things in my situation were going better, but they really aren’t.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
